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feel like losting tis few days...


dunno y, no mood for facebook anymore
coz u wasnt there anymore
i thought
until today u appear n chat v me
then i onli know the reason y fb is no more an attractive to me
coz u wasnt there like past time
im lying to myself, all the days around
trying to make it a border line between us
n try to make myself believe tat v r juz frens
im cheating to myself, badly
until today i realised, u already sum sort of habit in my life

listen to tis songs recently,
n love the lyrics a lot
"i think im ugly, n nobody wants to love me. juz like her i wanna be pretty, i wanna be pretty, dont lied to my face, telling me tat im pretty....."
n i lied to myself tat v r insulators at all
im a good liar, n im sorry for lying
feel like tears is going to roll over my face
but i tried to suck them back into my eyes
i told myself once, never cry for nonsense.... n i wish i can do it
nobody knows, nobody will know the truth
onli the god wil do. i trust in God, tat He will make a better decision for me
distance n time is the most important factor
n sorry i hv not enuf encouragement to voice it out

tat day u sent me a message
greeting me v sis, i wanna know y
is it a significant tat tis is the border line between us?
i dunno, mayb the time will prove everything
it is very hard for me to remove u as a habit in my recent life
n now, everything seem like change into an impossible
juz good luck for everything.....


哈哈最近又爱上了读小说,特别是军阀民国小说扣人心弦

其实如果是认识我的朋友,都一定会知道,我是一个不择不扣的小说迷

高中二开始,我就创下了两个月扫完鬼吹灯系列六本书的辉煌纪录,哈哈自豪中


今年六月多吧,我看了一部经典的电影----风声,被里面的军阀故事深深吸引住了

军阀的残酷,背后赤裸裸的爱情,数不尽的联姻,

一字一句全不把民国时期的战乱深深地烙印在脑海中,虽然我对民国的事情毫不知情,但现在也略懂一二了



当然,那么多戏中,我最喜欢林青霞主演的刀马旦,在部落格力之前也推荐过了哈哈

那天和朋友一起逛街,无意中发现大众书局里有卖匪我思存的书也!!!超兴奋得,一本才卖RM20, 我的天,之前一本书要40块,心痛死我 TT

于是列,当然是不可以放过啦!!




匪大的书之前就读过了《东宫》和《佳期如梦》,所以还蛮喜欢她的写作风格的,催泪又虐心,特别是那一本东宫,一句“我恨你,顾小五” 哇哇哇我哭了好久, 太虐了,我半夜读的,结果完全睡不着觉,匪大的魔力太大了

后来又接触了匪大的第二本小说《佳期如梦》,读完了,也很感动。很想看一看电视版的,当然,是冲着陈乔恩和冯帅看的,要不然我真的没有这个美国时间



上面我给大家介绍的是《来不及说我爱你》,《小团圆》和《没有悲伤的城市》

其实小团圆我还没有看完啦,不过是张爱玲的经典之作,趁大减价血拼回来了,当然也包括了三本鬼吹灯,哈哈对鬼吹灯无法释怀又出第二系列了,怎么可以放过?

哎哟又离题了,



没有悲伤的城市,嗯这本书,严格来讲是不错啦,不过可能是因为异地风情的关系,所以有一点点不符合我的口味,大致上是在讲印度贫富悬殊等不公平的待遇,为了生存,不得不使手段行窃打枪等等,总之就是不是他们小孩或渴望的生活。




其实我还有一本《十岁那年,我离婚》的书,可是不知道在哪里了 * 哭去

她探讨了伊斯兰世界里童婚的故事,许多女孩子因为家庭贫困,五岁就被逼出嫁,

大多数都忍受着这样不公平的待遇而默不作声

不是她们不愿意反抗,但是在歧视女性的社会里,她们没有反抗的权利

直到有一个女孩勇敢地站出来,向法庭申请离婚并起诉丈夫,成为了当地著名的女性英雄,重新回归她正常的生活里。也许是翻译作品的关系,所以读起来,缺少了一股感染力



原谅我真的读不懂英文小说 ><


九把刀大师的《等一个人咖啡》哈哈也是我的大爱之一,

现代的真实故事,既不太过浮夸,亦不会太过平淡乏味,就是让人读了都能够融入故事里透的一本佳作,对于那些不熟悉接触小说的人,这本可以是一个基础哟


说到英文小说,原谅我啦我真的不能完完整整地读完有一本英文小说

主要是因为我的英文能力有限,想起上次看twilight,60块好心痛得说

读一面翻了三四次字典,真的是什么读书的乐趣都被打翻了
结果大半年下来,

一本230 面的书,我才读了不到30面,艾古


比起华文书,当初巴金老大的家春秋系列,从图书馆借回来的大概一个星期就k完了,也是一本超棒的民国小说,但一定要按着次序读,要不然半天吊到你傻

不过真的,比起现代小说,民国小说好很多,故事也很悬疑,不知道和我喜欢看间谍片又没有关系,大爱关于川岛芳子的书籍,如果有哪一位朋友发现芳踪,请记得inform我




本来是要买《桃花依旧笑春风》的,可是转眼却被这一本《来不及说我爱你》吸引住了我的目光,狠下心头来买回家,读了一遍后

我确定,我买对了,这本书绝对是我的口味,虐啊!虐得我哭了

军阀小说,好看,赞!! 无意中发现这本小说原来有电视版,

满怀期待地看了第一集,结果和新版环珠格格是同一种心情,

坑爹的,李小冉有一点点老了,女主角应该只有十八岁,叫我怎么看下去?接受不了

还是看回小说吧,虽然我不知道这个时代的地方是不是真的曾经存在过,

但无可否认的,真的是一本难得的好书,我看百度网上,原来大家都在互相推荐这本小说,有的还指定要类似的文风,哈哈




刚才一个下午,我看完了《江南很》

虽然说也是我心水的写作风格,不过因为还沉醉在《来》的悲伤里,觉得这本书还是不错的,只是有时候觉得她的虐法有一点没理由,和之前读的一篇〈失身为妾〉是同一性质的吧?


不久前,

亲爱的网友们又介绍了我上面的哪一本〈回首又是百年身〉和另一本〈金陵公主〉

我准备去买了,读完了再来写读后感吧

至于〈来不及说我爱你〉的读后感,如果有时间的话今晚会抽空写一写的,毕竟是我最喜欢阅读的一本小说,当然要向朋友们大力推荐

如果有什么好看的小说,就在这里或是我的fb上给我介绍介绍

嗯如果想向我借书的话,我也是非常乐意的

基本上上面我所提到的书籍,我本身都有购买哈哈,书痴嘛

希望自己可以读书愉快,读书去嘻嘻




















feel isolated today, so down....
not feeling good at all
there are all kind of isolation < reminds me about isopatric n allopatric isolation when i study in kmpp>
whether u r isolated by others, or u r isolating urself
mayb i juz too sensitive, but i do really feel tat today sumone ws isolating us
today v went for a talk ( nothing improved actually, they juz told me wat i already knew from the web,
but i really sense tat sumthing is wrong
the stpm students, who were 1 year older than us, the matrician
how to say, i did felt tat they looked down at us
yea i know compare to stpm, matric cert is kinda rubbish
i did not deny it, coz i know tat it is a fact
but think it carefully, how much effort v put during spm juz to get a ticket for matric, in order to ease the road heading to university
there is no free lunch in tis world, n im not judging them
but tis is really unfair to all the matricians, v pay our hardwork, but becoz the level n ranking is lower,
v was labelled as those who cant study well ( im still wondering how come the truth is inverted, yes stpm student is amazing if they got 4 flat, but look back to spm, v r not those who cant study at all, the minimum requirement for matrician is at least full As for the 9 main subject)
u cant juz blame tat v r lucky to enter matric, sound like oh matric very easy to enter
sorry, v arent stupid, v juz hv less syllabus than stpm, n mayb lower lecturer qualification ( of coz sum r stunning)

please, it wasnt us tat trying to isolate u
but u r isolating us
tis really make me feel bad, n stop comparing stpm n matric senior
i still got a lot of good frens in stpm, n i don think tat there is any gap or communication problem among us
is ur problem who think tat as juniors v don hv the qualification to stand on the same band v u all
haha long time din update my blog already, feel so sorry > <
sumtimes u couldnt forecast ur future, v wouldnt know wat wil hapen to us next
but life should be happpi~ v don hv much time to live in tis beautiful planet, so instead of cry, v should greet our future v a smile =)

haha, by the way, there is sumthing happy tat i wish to share
yes, i got my upu result, n unexpectedly, i got my 1st choice!!!
upm medic, omgosh i cant describe wat is my feeling at tat moments
i felt shocked but at the same time extremely happy, i never thought tat i will get my 1st choice as my uni,
actually i already prepare myself to fly to sabah T__T luckily i no need to do so
still in penisula, n with my best fren, miao cheng n siew siew XDD, feel so happy n comfortable after i knew tat they r going to enter the same uni v me
thanks god, thank You so much for the blessings.
feel so excited for my uni life!! at the same time also feel scare >< haha hopefully it wont be too tough for me
come to find me in serdang yo~ i will be studying in kolej 17 of upm serdang kolej, juz beside serdang hospital.
view my kolej campus before, all i can say is, it is awesome!!!
got lake, ponds, lane v two lines of trees n unique buildings
although it is isolated from the main campus ( mayb upm purposely do tat so medic students can pay their full attention on study? XD),
but it is a nevermind for me XD, as the mines juz a few mins from my college!!

haha, now waiting for my upm surat tawaran. need to apply for yayasan klk leh

haha took a picture yesterday while waiting for bus ^^
going to chung ling butterworth under the hot sun
oh no it is a disaster, i should drive instead ( but i don have a car TT, who can sponsor me? )

today is a big day, chung ling butterworth annual culture nite hehe
yesterday rehearsal was quite smooth, except for the ah ma dance
but overall dance club performance was satisfied ^^ good job girls


wish to post the ah ma pic here, but not yet the time >.< doing make up things v hui ming n jia hui in the backstage, talked back our history, haha it was entertaining
good luck for every performers tonite, it is the time to show wat u had practised so hard for the past 3months juz for the day
well, wat i can say is, u should come to watch the culture nite tis year ( haha i talked tis every year )
drama team had done a very good job on the advertisement section, especially the gasby XDD love it so much
n a combination of harmonica n string instrument of lady gaga poker face, i wish they could play gee ^^
3 years ago, i attended culture nite as a performer;
3 years after, i attended culture nite as a trainer ^^ feel so different
but i still love my frens, who walked throught the year v me

finally, i got sumthing to say
i really dislike the children nowadays, impolite n rude
n they like to show off so much, pretended tat they are fashion or stylish enuf
please la how old r u? can u earn ur money urself? u cant even manage ur own study well but thinking of coupling n show off everyday
i cant stand tis kind of ppl. it is a joke when u cant walk gracefully on the stage even though u r wearing a pair of high heels from opera or nose
sorry, i got a lot of pairs branded shoes too, so wat r u trying to show ur ugly face to express ur unsatisfaction?
so childish. u r walking like a horse without expression on the stage yesterday

mayb bcoz of grow up, i feel tat my mind is going more mature
n i love tis feeling!! haha
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